The Search I

We landed on island "Aurora", Jonathan Kind's private island, to pick up Landon and my cousin, Mia. Everyone was sitting in silence, phones ready in their hands as everyones eyes were glued to the windows, looking outside without seeing anything. Just deep in thoughts and plans for revenge.

There would be no way in hell that this constellation would ever happen in a million years when the circumstances were different.
I was in the King privat jet with more people I hated than I liked but I couldn't care about that the moment.

I couldn't care about anything than to find my little rabbit.

We all understood each other in a fucked up way. 

Of course one might thing because of the obvious - all of our girlfriends were missing. 

But someone normal would probably call the parents first, the police or even the embassy. Not us.

Our obsession was so deep, we weren't planing to only find the girls. We were planing to kill.

When Landon had entered, Mia close by, our eyes had met for a short moment. It was harsh and distant yet understanding and vindictive. We had the same goal and it surpassed our hatred for each other.
He had talked with his twin brother for a moment, who had joined us at the airport with Niko. We all agreed to keep this situation away from home and keep it a secret from our parents because we knew that this would become dangerous once our dads got involved.

We just coulnd't risk the girls safety without knowing what was going on.

I looked around, almost everyone looking dreadful and ready to explode.

The airplane was like a closed cage with monsters ready to attack.

Jeremy was dressed in all black, topped with a leather jacket, still wearing his sunglasses which weren't protecting him from any brightness but from any eye contact. He has been always the calmest and most calculative of the Heathens, especially during a moment of crisis.
Always collected and mature in his thinking. Yet he sat there in his seat, fingers tapping his lip while his foot was bobbing up and down in impatience.

Cecily was a soft girl, similar to Glyndon and when I had my uncontrolled moment back in the mansion he was the one who let me go crazy because he could understand me.

Maybe the most out of all the men seated in this plane because both of our girls were silent and reserved. Vulnerable. 
This doesn't mean they were the weakest - they just needed the most protection. From us.

Glyndon was stubborn and made me work for her trust. She could push back and maybe they weren't the quietest with us but the world was cruel to them which is why they had us. 

Jeremy also had more to lose.
He was worrying about his girlfriend and little sister.
I couldn't imagine how he felt and truth to be told, didn't want to. 

The pain of not knowing where my Glyndon was, was already hard to handle.

So I couldn't even fathom the wrath and pain he was feeling upon missing two of the most important women in his life. Especially knowing the stories of Annika Volkovs casual kidnappings.

They needed us and now they were fucking lonely in God knows where.

Creighton and Eli were seated next to each other and whiles the younger brother was similar to a stone, still looking outside the window, barely moving, Eli put silently a sandwich in front of him. 
Eli King was an interesting person that I still, admittedly, had a hard time to understand.
He was intense and possessive, witty and mischievous no question. Ava belonged to this crazy maniac with such a certainty that it was never up for debate.

Like the rest of these motherfuckers here who were all unhealthily obsessed over their girls, he was not above crimes and murder for Ava.

Yet, he was the calmest among us. 

Maybe it was because Ava was a crazy bitch? And this time, this wasn't my opinion. Well not mostly, because there were rumors that she truly had psychological problems. 
And therefor she knew how to fight because life fucked her on a daily bases. Still, her fighting spirit was nothing compared to possibly multiple men who might've dragged them to hell.

Remington was seated in the far back and it was the first time I saw that fucker not smiling or throwing around stupid jokes. He had just arrived silently and barely spoke a word since we collected everyone and started the search.

So this was the side of him when he was serious, huh?!

I wished he would always be like this, I could possibly like him more.

Brandon was sitting in the front with Nikolai sleeping on his lap. Of course was my cousin the calmest one since his boyfriend was right there and his sisters were save. 
I watched Brandon stroke through his hair and I could tell that he was also relieved that Nikolai was in safety. But he was the soft - and more likeable - twin and I could see from here the moistness in his eyes.

Normally Brandon would've tried to solve this problem in a, like I mentioned, normal way - but he didn't even try to convince anybody seeing the mayhem that was going on. Maybe it was also the influence of Nikolai or the respect he had for his world and the way we dealt with problems.

Or maybe Brandon was darker than one might expect - either the way I appreciated that he didn't try to talk us out of this because I couldn't garantuee that he would've get out of that conversation without a bruise.

I know how much he loved and adored his sister, they were close since the beginning and maybe Brandon wasn't above murder too, when it came to Glyndon.

I looked behind him, seeing Mia snuggling on Landon's lap and her eyes slowly fluttering shut. She had to be tired by the sudden stress and change of events so I was glad that she was able to sleep. The Sokolov family was blessed like that I guess - with a brother like Nikolai who could sleep anywhere.
Landon wrapped his arm protectively around her waist, pulling her closer.
When they first entered, there had been a heated discussion with Niko, who didn't want to take his sister on the trip. Landon agreed first but he couldn't bring it over himself to leave her behind when everyone was missing. The thought of losing her made him want to put her in his pocket and carry her around.

I agreed with the fucker, I know - a rarity. But I couldn't shake off the feeling that the girls where nowhere safe and that this was not a random missing situation. 

When I get my Glyndon back, I'll most definitely chain her to myself and will never ever let her go ever again. 

Landon kissed Mia's forehead before his eyes drifted towards me. I know that he wanted to know about the message but Eli told me to withhold it from him. Of course I wasn't listening to a fucking King man just like a pretty little pet. I agreed because he had a point. If Landon would see the message or rather hear the audio, he would be no help.

He was a sneaky and - I hate to admit it- but smart bastard who occassionaly had uncontrollable violent tendencies . Especially when it came to his family.

I broke the eye contact and leaned back in my seat, closing my eyes.
Glyndon's voicemail was ringing in my head like a fucking nightmare.

"Kill... Kill please help me. I saw some guys carrying Annika und Cecily out. I can't find Ava and Ariella... please"

She was sobbing in between and trying to control her voice. She was whispering. In the background you could hear people talking and chatting. She was somewhere crowded. "I'm in the bathroom but I couldn't lock it. I don't know what to do. We are in a club named -"

And then someone kicked the door open and she screamed. Somehow she managed to send the message before she was taken away.

My brain was flooded with blood and red. With murder and vengeance. I wanted to fucking stab those motherfuckers who dared to touch my little rabbit and make them watch when I cut out their organs little by little.
I wanted to fuck Glyndon in their blood and assure her that she was okay.

My little rabbit.. my Glyndon.

You better be okay!

I bit in my knuckles when thinking about the possibility that, in fact, she wasn't okay.

I felt rage running through my veins again, my need for destruction pulsating in my ear, making me want to break something. I took a deep breath, trying to keep the demons down but it was near to impossible.

Kill

Kill

Kill please help me

I groaned in my hands, rubbing my face furiously. I needed to calm down in order to find and save her. 
I. Need. To. Calm. Down.

"Carson"

"How long?"

"You need to -"

"How long?" I looked up leaning on my knees with my elbows.
Eli's jaw tightened, his whole body tense.

"We'll land in 20min"

I let my head hang and looked on the floor.

Blood

Blood

Glyndon

Dead

Kill

Kill

Glyndon

Kill

Kill ... please help me

How will I survive the next 20 minutes.. and every minute after that?

Fuck, I was going to lose my mind.